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sometimes, all you need to do is just

Posted in TOO MANY PIXELS by suejan on October 24, 2009

breathe

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my very first

Posted in SENGAJA by suejan on October 23, 2009
oooh hoo! my very first thingie {cant find that exact word for this kinda things coz im bad at words like that.}
and look! a very lengthy word post without pictures.


7 Known Things About You
1. i love taking pictures.
2. i am very CINA. Sometimes.
3. I am somewhat naïve and blur and very easily conned.
4. I laugh a lot.
5. Im cute? {I only used this coz that what 92% of what people wrote on my Friendster testimonial board.}
6. I like being with people.
7. i don’t spell very good. Nor count.


7 Lesser Known Things About You
1. I can fall asleep anywhere. Anytime.
2. I liek the font georgia only on pt8
3. I don’t really enjoy listening to the music that my bf band plays {not that its not nice i just prefer other types of music}
     but I’d go to his gigs anyways to watch him. Though I haven’t been to any before {such a bad gf!} Don’t count the one long 
    time ago coz we weren’t together yet. =P
4. I worry a lot about poor/disabled/blind/deaf people.
5. I love malaysia and I hate it when people plan to leave this country for a “better life”.
6. I need people to take care of me.
7. i like reading Revelations.


7 Wishes
1. Canon 1D Mark II + all the nice lenses to go with it.
2. that I could go swimming now. & play captain ball this Sunday.
3. That my room would have more natural light.
4. For my grandparent’s salvation. 
5. That I would miraculously have a 20/20 vision by tomorrow morning.
6. That I would be able more transparent.
7. That I wasn’t so afraid.


7 Things You Like About Yourself
1. my hair
2. my calfs. Though I used to get lotsa teasing about them in school, I still feel proud of them. 
     I know I know, imma girl. Should have slender legs. Ballet tendus and releves paved the way for them. 
    {AND AND AND prashanth and nick chin actually wanted to trade in their calfs for mine k.}
3. That I am quite manja in the family
4. My toenails.
5. That I love dancing.
6. My ability to laugh at things.
7. That I can amuse myself with silly conversations in my head.


7 Things You Dont Like About Yourself
1. my nose. mehs.
2. I am too sensitive.
3. That I cannot speak chinese.
4. my height
5. My lack of commitment to a certain thing.
6. My time management!
7. My inability to stop biting my fingernails.


7 Things On Your Mind Right Now
1. Applying to Uni’s in UK. Jon just gave me a Studying in UK 101 briefing.
2. I should be sleeping coz I have tons to do tomorrow.
3.  Why did God make guys and girls the way He made us?
4. Quite the stressful lar.
5. That mamak guy in a random mamak shop we went to few weeks ago called Red Chair who was in charge of 
     cooking the char kuay teow, satay, taufu bakar and get tissues, forks & spoons AND SERVER all at once. I wonder 
     where he came from. And how did he get there and how is his life right now and how much they pay him? 
     and whether or not someone will come along one day and share with him about Jesus.
6. i should learn to write more
7. I wish I was nicer to people in school.


7 Things You Hope To Accomplish Soon
1. Signing up for dance classes.
2. All the things I wrote down in that “things to do list” notepad file sitting on my desktop.
3. Learn to cook that wine chicken dish
4. sew my own tutu skirt & spray paint my t shirt.
5. To get a job soon!
6. Build my own website.
7. Buy a minolta film camera.

cawan teh.

Posted in HOLIDAYS, THINGS I DON'T SAY, TOO MANY PIXELS by suejan on October 23, 2009

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Taken two weeks back on our trip to genting. Slow shutter speed, spinning tea cups, flash & giddy faces all over.
They were the best shots on the trip me thinks. We didint have mr sun shining on us that day, which i though we would
have hence the shorts & satin top wearing {totally backfired}. i braved cold wind on my legs, but not the solero shot. 
im too chicken. haha. 
 
still. malaysia should upgrade their themeparks more. 
  
jess 1

Jessica looking at jessica looking at jessica looking at jessica. tee hee.

bryan & vera

thats bryan & vera in the beginning. then bryan getting all wooozy some minutes later.

jess 2

me 1

 gary was right when he told me four years ago. i DO look like a hamster. le sigh.

starting to write in white again. im mad but im not. i'm afraid but i shouldnt be.
our communication needs some working on. i need to remind myself. love is long suffering. and so i promise i will try.
promise. coz i love you. :]

sleeping in & old things

Posted in MUSIC, TOO MANY PIXELS by suejan on October 20, 2009

 sleeping in & old things

Decided to make full use of the sunlight today. Bought that necklace about a year ago and wore it once or twice. 
It fits better as a headband you know. anyways, trinkets always photograph quite nicely. i found some adorable & 
touching wedding cinematic videos by papercrane productions shooo nice! help yourselfs! ouhs and jessica, 
i promise i'll upload genting pichas next. P-R-O-M-I-S-E! real one!
 
{edit}
 
ouhs. i just saw this video circulating on facebook/youtube/twitter.  Jayesslee {two korean girls} covering one of 
my fav. songs officially missing you. at first, it didn't seem all that nice. but the more i listen to them, the more im 
loving it. hahah just thought i'd share it with you. click here  :)  AND I like the song at the end of the video too. lols.
 
 

tell me, why i can’t i dream of nicer things?

Posted in RHANDOMS by suejan on October 15, 2009

This is the 4th dream/nightmare ive had in a span of two weeks about snakes and other creepy animals. Ewww. I dreamt they
tied us up and put us in tanks with snakes {oh the horror!} and bugs and wiggle things. i neaaarly died. Then we escaped but
they found us and told us we were being pranked. Heelllllo. I felt so angry. Even when I was asleep. And I woke up feeling angry. 

Grrrr.
 
on the same note, yesterday i dreamt i was eating a hugee salty fishball, and as i was about to bite into
it, my mum called. and i woke up. shish. :/ now im craving salty fishballs.

 

thank you for this love

Posted in HOLIDAYS, LOVE IS, REFLECTING HIM by suejan on October 12, 2009

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I think I’ve posted this on facebook, but I’ll post it here coz it’s such a waste for the world not to see stanley’s muker bengong.
The weekend consisted of aching knees, an extreme amount of gleeful laughs especially  in the car {told you BF was being 
particularly cute},two missed chances @ prayer meeting  but  one affirmation so yay!, a flurry of practices – fun nonetheless, 
a comforting big bowl of fish head noodles and to cap it all, God’s reassurance that I’ll never be left by Him.  

I can’t tell you how much im appreciating this weekend. Two weekends ago, my post would have been a total opposite.
Its kinda hard to put words into how im feeling right now so I’ll just say this, I am so grateful God found me. ;)
Im off to Gentings tomorrows with my girls! Nyaahhhh.

 

feels like summer

Posted in LOVE IS, SENGAJA, TOO MANY PIXELS by suejan on October 10, 2009

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even if Malaysia has summer all year long.



I’m feeling happy today! Hence the picture with Mika {given by my dancers for my 21st recently this year }
Mika takes up practically a third of my bed. Patrick takes up another third which leaves me with too tiny a space to sleep .
but i usually end up moving too much in my sleep and poor Mika & Patrick are found on the floor most mornings.

BF was particularly cute today. i can't explain. he just was. im trying to get him to watch 500 days of summer {which i 
was supposed to go watch today, sorry Bal!} with me but he says he only has time for one movie and that should be his 
action-pew-pew movie. im saying this here because he reads my blog {well at least i think he does, haha} so maybe he 
might reconsider. so if you're reading this boo, i wanna watch 500 days of summer please?

A list of thigns from my head

x paint my room {i have been saying this since forever and ever}
x buy a used film cameras. the colours and lighting of the pictures outshines any DSLR. even Lola though i dearly luv her.
x sew my own tutu skirt. its a wonder how much you can save if you only know how to DIY things.
x relearn a few lyrical routines i found on Youtube. which brings me to the next thing to do.
x ENROL FOR DANCE CLASSES! i have been saying this even longer than the whole paint room thing.
x buy more soba noodles and sauce. i jsut finished off a packet in the evening. super cold soba sprinkled with spring onions 
are heavenly.

Marina’s South Pier

Posted in HOLIDAYS, REFLECTING HIM, TOO MANY PIXELS by suejan on October 4, 2009

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I know its two post back to back, but I can’t help it. Im in love with the beauty of a full size picture on my 14’ by 16’ screen.
Why did no one ever bothered to complain about those teeny size pic I’ve been posting? 

Singapore was loads of laugh. Surprisingly though. But awesome nonetheless. Realized I had many first on this trip.
First time experiencing a burst flat tyre which was exciting {for me at least}, first time leading a bunch of dancers without 
help from my sifu & jiggler {never ever want to do that ever again!}. First time eating dinner on a boat. Couldn’t help giggling 
at the names of the dishes. Psalm-bal Mee Goreng, Bar-ley-lu-jah Sandwich, you get the gist of it.  It doesn’t sound so funny here,
I suppose giggle-worthy moments just doesn’t translate well on electronic gadgetry.

Goodnight world! 

 

happy camper :)

Posted in SENGAJA, TOO MANY PIXELS by suejan on October 4, 2009

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